I'm tired

 

I'm so tired. I've been working on so many things all at one, and coffee seems to be the only way to get through it all
I hope that eventally everything will pay off, but I get so nervous. I hope that one day, I'' be able to write in french
and compose music using my guitar, and most of all, code my own games~!

Which is why I'm taking on the 100 Days of Python challenge. This is now day three, and I feel like the road ahead is so long
But then I talked to Stupidly_Charming earlier and they are studying too~! They were in math class and were thinking of buying brownies later
for their classmates, so Now I'm thinking, incentive! I just need to try to incentivise learning for myself, so that I continue to
feel motivated.

So later I will be baking brownies, maybe, if I do manage to get through this class. I'll let you know tomorrow how that went!

I'm still gonna be tired
I'm still gonna be broke
And things are still going to be hard
But Instead of giving up, I intent to push through it all, with the pain and the exhaustion
because at the end of the day, I'm still alive! So I should try,
even if I fail and fail and fail in everyone else's eyes
In mine, I haven't failed yet, cause I'm giving it my all
even if it looks like it's so small and pathetic to everyone else
this is my all, and that is all I have to offer.

This is what I've been listening to while writing this post: